Desvelo

Even if you pretend
to turn me from your path;
even if you leave me alone,
I will always love you;
even though because of my jealousy
I live full of sleeplessness
thinking that very soon
you will be far away from me,
still... still I adore you,
I cry and implore you
with mad eagerness.
In the immense sadness
of my desolation,
the goblins of my evil
are biting my heart.

While your fickleness corners me
and it sticks in me
like a dagger,
in the sad hours of my sleeplessness
my poor eyes
I cannot close.
From the cloudy mirrors
of my melancholy,
all our loves
arise from those days...
Floating around the room is your figure,
and then, laughing, you stop next to me
to kiss me with your mysterious mouth,
your delicious mouth,
your carmine kiss.
Until the dawn surprises me at the end of the night
Crazy with tiredness and sleepless.

Alone... alone and sad
because I know you don't exist...
The night is long
always thinking of you.
And from longing for you so much
without wanting to, I'm assaulted by tears;
a silent cry
that gushes unceasingly...
A cry that my eyes
sleep deprived and red,
can no longer bear.
And in this drama of mine
I sink without mercy.
Stand up, heart,
do not overwhelm my loneliness any more.