Que solo estoy

Yes, when I felt I was losing you,
if knowing that I loved you
how I let you go.
If when you left you took with you
my soul in pieces
and you left me nothing
so as not to suffer like that.
Today that time has already passed
and has only left me
bitterness and pain.
I would like to see you one day
and just show you
how I live since then,
without comfort and without love.

Alone...
frightfully alone,
drinking in the cup of life
the tastelessness.
Sorrow to drag this condemnation
that kills me and burns me
this sad heart.
Coldness...
of feeling inside me
lost springs
that will never come back.
Fear of knowing that I'm only left,
our days that are gone
and will never return.

If I could find on my path
a love that would save me,
but how could it be.
If everything is already ominous,
if God wanted me to love you
and does not want to free me
from the torment of wanting.
I will walk along the roads
on a journey through the shadows
that will take me away from you.
And the voices that name you
will join my destiny
knotting my anguish
until the day I die.