Lluvia sobre el mar

Lluvia sobre el mar
Que va encrespando las aguas al golpear,
Y que pone un tul
Que oculta un cielo que es puro y es azul,
Eso fue mi amor descontrolado
Con mis celos desatados
En tu vida, pobre vida resignada.
 
Te faltó valor
Para enrostrarme tus penas y mi error,
O tal vez porque
Te horrorizaba la idea de volver,
A vivir tu trágico pasado
Del que yo, desesperado, te arrebaté.
 
Nada de lo tuyo me has dejado
Nada de tus besos afiebrados,
Todo se ha cubierto de rencor y de tristeza
Todo, hasta las cosas más pequeñas de mi pieza.
 
Rencor, de saber que estoy perdido,
Que mi alma se envuelve
Con sombras de olvido,
Nada de lo tuyo me has dejado
Solo, más que solo me quedé.
 
Yo tan sólo sé
De aquellos días tremendos que pasé,
Cuando se alejó
Tu paso breve la tarde del adiós,
Yo tan sólo sé lo que he llorado
En las noches que he rezado
Suplicando por tu vida y tu destino.
 
Me faltó valor
Para arrastrarme buscando tu perdón,
Aun sabiendo que
Te horrorizaba la idea de volver,
A vivir tu trágico pasado
Del que yo, desesperado, te arrebaté.

English translation

Rain on the sea
That is curling the waters as it hits,
And that puts a tulle
That hides a sky that is pure and blue,
That was my uncontrolled love
With my jealousy unleashed
In your life, poor resigned life.
 
You lacked the courage
To confront me with your sorrows and my mistake,
Or perhaps because
You were horrified at the idea of returning
To live your tragic past
From which I, in desperation, snatched you.
 
Nothing of yours you have left me
Nothing of your feverish kisses,
Everything has been covered with rancor and sadness.
Everything, even the smallest things in my room.
 
Resentment, knowing that I'm lost,
That my soul is wrapped
With shadows of oblivion,
Nothing of yours has left me
Alone, more than alone I am left.
 
I only know
Of those tremendous days I spent,
When you walked away
Your brief passing on the afternoon of goodbye,
I only know what I have cried
In the nights that I have prayed
Begging for your life and your destiny.
 
I lacked the courage
To crawl for your forgiveness,
Even though I knew that
You were horrified at the thought of returning
To live your tragic past
From which I, in desperation, snatched you.