Cada dia te extraño mas

I have wanted to erase you from my life
and in every thought I find you every day.
I have wanted to silence my feelings
showing indifference, filing your memory.
I have tried to stifle, with firm longing,
the cry of this love that is my secret
and tonight, breaking my efforts,
the voice of my heart has broken my silence.

Every day I love you more and in my eagerness I name you
every day I miss you more, in spite of everything.
Every day that passes with cruel insistence
your image grows bigger, bigger and farther away.
And I know that it's too late now, that I've been left alone,
alone alone with my own mistake... and I miss you more.

I've rolled randomly along a hundred roads
searching uselessly to lose you in oblivion,
I've wanted to deceive my own dreams,
saying it's a lie that I'm bound by your memory.
I have tried with vain indifference
to drown my heart and my conscience,
and this night that I mourn your memory,
I understand that I cannot silence my heart.