Estoy pagando la culpa

I'm paying for the guilt
For everything I did to you,
Life was the revenge
That you never dreamed of.
And I carry inside my chest
What they don't tell you,
Crying for the ashes
That were left of the two of us.
 
Today that I understand things
How late I regret,
And I lack your affection
That one bad day I despised.
That love that always, always
Left me with the feeling
That never in my path
I would look at another woman.
 
I want to cry and I can't
I want to forget and it's in vain,
If with blood from my wound,
Life is shouting to me
That we are both at hand.
 
We are both hand in hand
Without consolation and without forgiveness,
Paying for that pride,
Both mine and yours
That hurt the heart...